love drunked part 1

sheez!.. first secret to tell, technically type... geez.. anyhow, this is me writing about my life, this is putting emphasis on my love life that bothers me, i liked a girl at school another unique one, who goes by the name (are you freaking kidding me?!), she was pretty, slim and cool, i like her way of handling herself, she was everything a girl could be, a very modest one, funny but not humorous type, and so unique, so i hit her and it was effective, she didn't play, or is it just me thinking that way.

my days of thinking about her was great, i had a couple of fun as i think of it, and i got my confidence back, i never thought that this kind of feeling will reach my wasted <3 again, you know the feeling of having a nice new love song that massages your face gently, whispering your mind to bring joy at everything you do, making you feel to do something to feel it more, the kind of feeling that even the world doesn't matter anymore, yeah i was love drunk and the more you build it the more pain it will cause you if that individual that you like turned you down, but like what i have jst said, none of it matters now, i was fond thinking only of her me, and food, sheez!.

unfortunately the bitch turned me down, it turns out that she was already taken, i can't compete with that, heck! she was perfect but if she likes someone else i can't compete with that individual, i hate this feeling, ghed, every good feeling i had became stupidity in front of me, every detail about that girl made me look like a fool, being ambitious and everything, and i can't deal with it sheesh, nut i got pass through that now, hell i want to relive the kind of bond we made because i feel childish whenever we avoid each other, but as everybody say, "maybe it's for the best", i think maybe it is, damn! they are right again, fu^k the. all i can do now is stare at her elusive face, the face that made a fool out of me, sheez, she will regret this... fukc i'll show them. 2 words.... THE GAME