tired of shit.

I took this shot from a hospital and this picture kind of reminds me of the video of "ciudad" the one called "Friday afternoon", a very "siesta-mic" song which makes you calm and want to eat lunch or eat as if it's lunch and sleep like most of us do in the afternoon.

Anyway, life is full of shit and I'm sick and tired of people asking me to do shit for them, i want to stand up for my own, i want to fail to discover better things, and try to be stupid just to know why it is called stupid, i need a life. I need to live some part of it for myself because it needs me, i need myself. But now i grew tired of piling their shit, as bob T. at "school of scoundrel" said, "men do not beg he takes it", maybe i should do this for a change i have failed half of my life so far, and maybe this is the time i was waiting for so long and i don't think i should let people should take it from me.

Now i realize, i was born to be unique, i may not be cool but i can still be cool, like tom cruise said from a book made by neil strauss "The Game", "don't stop thinking that way, I'm telling you because i know it's cool!", something like that..

yeah i read the book, made me stand up as a man, i read that book to be successful for my life in wise man's way, i look up to those guys, they are awesome and i want to know more about PUA. someday maybe i will.