i prefer the readers to read this with the cowboy bebop song at my music player thingy... it will help you to understand my thought about what i'm trying to say..
i am frustrated, sick and tired about this game, i really wanna get my mind off this crap, i will officially deny LOVE as a blessing, because of this crap people begun to experience more of suffering to appreciate little efforts, people is starting believe that this will give them longevity, and happiness, love is a fairy tale that may be great for people, regardless of what they saw in front of that picture, in my part.. my distant point of view where i saw a bigger picture, people saw love in it's best, and some people saw it in it's worst and i am one those guys, and i want it to end.
whenever i feel something towards a woman, i end up loving the weirdest, the most hated or the most significant one, i do not love the actual beauty of a woman, i honestly say that i always look for the qualities and uniqueness first, because these things builds up the personality and greatness that i always admire, men looks for potential beauty to make it more beautiful, unlike the actual beauty that has already been done.
i guess... there is no one out there for me, i miss being happy without this stupid crap, i hate remembering the first time i felt this crap, and i hate the things that left it for me, so... i'll be leaving this stupid world without a company came from that bullshit, my world is like staying at a cafe' house drinking coffee and waiting for someone, but then i got pissed because she didn't showed up... so i leave the house, left with a cup filled with patience hope, and of course the crap (LOVE)
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