the tragic of my episode with you

first time i saw you i said she is cute, with the smile that can tremble me down.
with the eyes that see my insides that burst like the ones in the movies that makes me happy.
you got all the qualities that i ever wanted to anyone in this world.
you made me forgot about my self and go on have fun with you.
but mistakes are scattered like air and that makes this fucked up.
i only made one mistake that leads everything so super bitter.
and that was loving you.
sure i do love everytime we are together.
i never asked of someone like you in my life but i ended up treasuring you and you did the same.
we didn't really love each other because we made a pact to not to.
but everything you did was like luring me to have you.
it was like you wanted me to...
you already ruined me, but i pressed on with it..
why did you have to do it again??...
i want to forget you but you fill my world about you.
and now everytime i wake, my day reminds me of you.
i can't give you love like what all of those people can give.
all i'm capable of doind is make you feel good again or happy
i am the caretaker of your vulnerable heart.
but you kept on giving it to someone else....
i like you, you like me and you need me.
i like you needing me to like you to need you
now i need you.. and now you don't need me...
i guess this means goodbye.

sorry for this pathetic things that i posted people.. nobody wants to hear it kasi.. goonmorning i have to sleep now.