take some garbage from my peace of mind

have you ever thought of going back to your most favorite time? like going back to the ones that killing is just a hobby, and stealing is just a normal everyday fucked up, or the times that staying late at fast food restos are cool, and you dance with the duke box killing some time calling the owner of the shop "pops" HAHAHA, sounds good ey? i've always wanted to go back when it was normal to dress formally everyday, and you get to play blues outside and you are cool just by doing it everyday. i want to partake most of my time to drive a cadillac or a chevy truck and load it with milk every morning. i want to live like that, somewhat formal and fresh. without mistake and full of discovery, back when people think hairspray killing the ozone layer is a joke.

but my most favorite time was the time when people use candles for a light, wine instead of beers, books instead of television and stars and dancing leaves instead of computers and porns. i wanna go back when people value given information and able to program themselves to success. i want to ban TVs in my life so that i could learn more about the world and stop hating it. i want to let people see that people today value money than knowledge. people today are programmed to appreciate being wise than being smart and accurate about things, nobody invents today, nobody is next to a saint and everybody has been playing to sombody else's life. life is fair but its up to you if you'll fight for it. they think that tradition is more important than great and beneficial change. i want change but for some reason i don't know what to change and what needs changing. many of us think that we can never change because we are too reliant to what our elders made for us? that is so fucked up. we are the children, we are the youth, we are future. if this is the future? where's the greener side from before then? nothing? just an old grass painted green thats what! covering there shitty failures and allow "the next generation" to deal with it. and more failures to leave making their future shitty too. well im not up for that.

i thank them with all my heart for the entertainment they have taught us, the knowledge they seem to teach frigidly (no offense but i know there has to be more entertaining way to teach math than stuff animals teaching math), and the value of money. i don't hate the old or my elders, what i hate was the mistake they've done and not a single young soul like me even notice it. i love to live in a world of order and respect than to live like its amazing and fun now but zombieland for a future (fosho!). i want to give a more refining approach about everything that might come to their lives. i want them to see what's the true meaning of living you own life. being honest about what you want and like and aiming for it, then do something about it.

anyways this is how it ends today. im trying to change. my weight, my interest and skills. hope you guys do too. :D