realization again... :D

after a lot of exercise, power diet and diet drugs (the good kind) i suddenly realize that i've been so far out, i never thought i've do something that i can't do, something that i can't accomplish, something that no one would dare to do... trying to please everyone is impossible believe me people.

that kind of thing is full of suprises, sometimes it suprises you sometimes you suprise them, for sometimes you just can't click with them so you're just gonna have to do something about it. i never done something that i've never thought i'd do, i was in a journey to be accepted in that lonely community, i was with the mobsters, boys in the hood, the hotties, the bitches, the nerds and most importantly the populars or the cool people. i can now dance in front of a teacher if i want to, shout in the top of my lungs outside that community if i want to, and run like a thief in front of boring people if i want to... except i only like to these things only if i'm bored, and let me tell you, it's a pretty damn boring community LOL.

i've gone to places i've never thought i'd reach, i never thought i can be a lawyer and save so many people, i've been a decoy, i've been a hero and i've been the villain. it's all part of the plan as everyone would say, but these fun things are just a piece of my journey to be accepted, and it's been the typical i want to have a life that feels so good, and so different from people. i want to show people that everyone has the power to give themselves a chance, try and try as long as they want to, and deserve the goal they worked so hard to achieve, yes people.

-to be continued-