i can't forgive you.... i just can't... ice queen came back donnixland

i can't seem to forget everything about you... deep inside me there still something that yells your name... your once sweet breathe whenever i stand close to you fills the air in places that we've been... our thoughts that built our world are still being kept in me... my world in ruins are so cold without you... your fingers that had once interlaced with mine are felt tonight. and i whisper everything that i should have told you before... you wide sweet innocent smile, those grins that hid those things you observe... the lips that is so naturally red took a every fear from me, even though it haven't touch mine... but i really really wish it would... its hard to see you like this... and i know for sure that you know all of these things from me... you feel this feelings from me... but i gave them for you... it just that you can't create something for me too....

but i'm still happy for you, because you are happy and i know with him you are at your best.... this is just me in complete remorse... i just... wished.. that i told you about these things.. it's kind of hard like this and at first i wasn't really sure about this kind of remorse coming but yeah.. it hurts like shit... i could have done something... i could have brushed away your tears when you were down, i could have brought you to laughs at those times that you were randomly paranoid, i could have done something special at those times that we see each other. i could have showed you live when i still had those chances...

now that i'm kind of feeling fine now let me just say FUCK OFF NOW AND LET ME GO ON WITH MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU ACTUALLY KNOWING ALL OF THIS THINGS >:()

BLARRRGG!HH!!!